ok now this entry is abt my Christian walk..
i was quite enthusiastic abt sharing God's word with my friends when i was young.. i rem forcing my best friend read the bible 'or else i dun friend u!'... haha..
then upper pri i became pai kia.. always wan to do naughty things... bully pple.. until sec sch i became gd ger.. almost no life.. my Christian walk was suffering until i met my 1st bf.. i felt tt i need to be a gd example so tt he wld c y itz gd to follow Christ.. i failed to convert him... n tt realli brought my morale damn low..
now after mission trips, i began to find passion in mission work.. or rather.. i can't differentiate whether i do it out of love for God, or out of selfish desire to go Tj Balai to (enjoy holiday/eat gd food/c gd looking guys).... anyway i'm taking Bahasa Indonesia lessons now to be able to communicate with the pple in Balai.. my recent quiet time was gd at first.. but standard dropping.. i've been online till veri late at nite.. until i'd be too tired to concentrate..
i dun realli pray a lot also.. i c Christian couples around mi.. they start out by praying for one another... can i find a guy to pray for too?