yay! ibu lita sms mi say i can go to kelas bahasa level3! getting back the passion i have for indonesia and ministry... frenky, here i come!~ hehehe

my body tells me tt i lack exercise... i need to go jogging...

juz now went to zouk hoho~ not to club la, but to apply for a stall in the upcoming flea market! hope i get it then i can sell my stuff to earn money... feeling a bit money minded lately... been worried abt cash flow due to the ibook... i need to top up the balance in my bank or else it will start to deduct $2 every month if the balance is less than $500... u c that's where my worry lies.. but if i do get to set up a stall, i have to worry abt display and transport... i gotta bring my own mat, my own clothes rack (i think) n all my clothes! how m i gonna carry to zouk??

hmm.. feeling better today i guess.

anyway today helped out at a D&T seminar... led a group of sec sch D&T students around a few areas in NYP.. saw some cute guys but all younger than me.. sigh. hahahaha.. jkjk
there was a helper also quite cute oops jk again..
quite lame la, nv explain much abt the places we bring them.. also nv interact much with them.. it feels like orientation n open house.. haha i help out so often in NYP.. the lamest part is i teamed up with kenneth... who kept laughing at zhenghua's uniform.... macdonald's.... at first i was wondering wad was the commotion abt over at blk S, then i went nearer n saw some other students laughing n joking abt ordering EVM while the poor zh students were inside a room viewing mechatronics... well i couldn't help but join in the laughter..?

wanted to go chinatown look at cds but then no money, dun wan to bother planning which cds to buy lor... not a gd time to spend much also..

IF U GOT SPARE CASH, PLS DONATE TO HELP THE POOR HOMELESS VICTIMS IN TSUNAMI AFFECTED AREAS in place of pple who dun have the money to help, like me.... dun buy unnecessary stuff, dun go to posh dining places, dun watch movies lah.. be compassionate, dun focus on your own pleasure while pple out there are suffering...

there's a calling for missions... an email from YEP says they wan ex-YEP members to help lead teams to go to those tsunami affected areas to help in reconstructing the buildings there.. i'm v v v v v X 100 interested to go, but at the same time worried tt it might affect my studies..... but then again if the end is coming soon, y shld i bother so much abt studying? haha.. =X

God pls show me ur will, wadever comes my way that is of ur plan n purpose for me i will accept.....

i'm soooooo inspired by thailand's graphic design! hmm.... if i can motivate myself to be more hardworking, my design will be mostly influenced by thailand... surfing those websites done by the thais make mi feel v backward.... i gotta push myself veri veri veri hard if i wan to make it big into the designers' world!

hmm... n abt my life... i guess i dun wan to be bothered by relationships right now... my maturity level always kena pulled down whenever i get involved... i wan to be serious in my walk with God, i wan to do more for the children in tanjung balai (even tho frenky's not there anymore sobz....)

right.... motivation.... that's y i'm here! motivation is back~!