hmm.. i haven updated my blog on wad happened on wed..
 
it was weng heng n dionne's bday.. so celebrated for them after sch.. sang bday song for dionne while another grp were singing for their fren.. kinda fun like tt..
 
anywayz we crapped n stoned n rotted for a long while before we decide to go to the comp lab to do some work.. at 5pm i went to the campus crusade connection.
 
it was same thing as the vision tea, ice-breaker games then worship then word. i felt weird.. i meet all these pple for the 1st time n i tried to be enthu n active.. so got to noe more pple today.. kevin led worship n i felt tt his voice is abit too harsh.. juz felt tt he's holding on too tightly abt his image n i wanted to tell him to not be afraid to show his weaknesses in the presence of God..
 
n word session was good.. abt fellowship n the importance of fellowship.. the love between Christians shld attract unbelievers to Christ lor.. i juz feel tt my church is lacking tt.. everyone's too "close" to each other tt we kinda lose the passion.. dun think u guys will understand wad i'm trying to say.. a bit tired now to describe better..
 
the whole thing is kinda rushed, even more so as the speakers emphasize tt they dun haf much time.. the connection ended a little later than expected so i took a packet of drink n left... i din noe tt they collect offering.. haha so i dun haf enuf to give today..
 
anyway i rushed off to dhoby ghaut for kelas bahasa.. learnt abt prohibitions like Jangan, Dilarang, dan lain lain.. Dilarang Merokok means "do not smoke/smoking is prohibited"... u get the meaning~

yah basically tt's abt it... one day i hope to be able to write a whole entry in bahasa so u all wun understand... hhaaha... -.-

retreat photo 

did i juz realise this or wad?
2004 is the yr of missions for mi!
my heart is realli in mission.. when pple tell mi abt religion in other countries i wld feel the urge to pray n actually have the ambition to reach out to the nations! budden... i can't even evangelise to pple ard mi lor.. sigh~

what i learnt from Psalmist Retreat 2004:
- worship is glorifying God, being His mirror n reflecting His glory.
all Man believe in a supernatural being.. some of them r juz blinded by the works of the devil.. --> aboriginals wld make statues out of wood, or worship the Sun god kinda thing.. they need pple to bring the gospel to them so tt they will understand y they worship.. n who they rightfully shld worship.
- worship beyond boundaries
- the 3 Ps of worship - purpose, priority, pitfalls

joined campus crusade.. there was a meeting today.. thot abt some things.. there weren't gd looking pple (abit disappointed) but well, i shld nv nv judge pple frm looks.. i can still be v good frens n brothers n sisters in Christ with them!

i was a bit judgmental on their worship session too.. juz becuz the mic was too loud, juz becuz the way they sing some songs is diff from the way my church sings, juz becuz the worship leader din face us during the session, juz becuz she kinda interrupted the worship mood by cracking a joke.. but inside of mi something tells mi not to be bothered with all these human mistakes.. when worshipping God, itz all abt God.. when i closed my eyes to sing, there was also this thot, 'y r u closing ur eyes? r u juz trying to show pple tt u can sing these songs without looking?' so i opened my eyes.. anyway the worship leader has a v sweet voice n i'm sure she has the heart of worship..

there was a testimony session after tt.. felt tt the guy (noel) was kinda reading frm a script.. =X then a lecturer came to share word from Act 4:1-22.. felt ministered by the word.. had refreshments after tt.. got to noe more pple.. had dinner with them.. but i was kinda sian.. i find myself boring too.. haiz.. kevin actually thot i was 21.. i think i look old ba..

anyway during dinner lingling told us abt her mission trip to japan. the christian population is like 0.5%.. i believe tt is worse than indonesia.. felt a bit the urge to concentrate on japan for missions instead.. cuz itz true tt the pple r v polluted.. itz like a sin city.. decided to put japan on my prayer list.. i asked yvonne if she were interested to pray for japan too.. cuz i noe she likes japan..

tmr is psalmist retreat at changi SAF.. n i'm still online now, haven even packed! wad's wrong with mi today?