i feel tt i need to do a reflection after my trip this time..
i felt like i dun wanna spend money here in singapore on material stuff.. instead i shld use the money to buy things for the pple in tj balai to bless them.. or else drop in more money in their offering bag..
thot of sponsoring some of the children to make their own passports n come to singapore, but then i feel tt it doesn't exactly help in building their faith in God.. feel tt singapore has bad modern influences on children like them.
their faith in God is truer than ours, i feel.. cuz they dun do much work n have to depend on God to provide for them.. whereas we have too much work to do, been too busy for God, think tt we can rely on ourselves for survival..
they can sing the same worship song over n over again, n tt is worship unto God for them. for us, we get sick of old songs n we constantly wan to listen n sing new songs.. this seems to become a song dedication thingy.. but maybe if we r right with God, then itz ok, we can still have the heart of worship whether we sing new songs all the time..
the children in tj balai dun have alkitab.. so itz hard to tell them to read the bible everyday.. tt's one thing i wanna pray for them abt. whether they pray everyday or not, i also dunno.. but anyway i felt realli encourage to c wiky pray a long prayer before he had his meal (even tho the pastor said grace already).. i'm guilty of rushing grace so tt i can have my meal faster, sometimes without even meaning it when i say, "thank God for the food. Amen."
anyway the month of fasting has come... i need to fast n pray more..